I always seem to post when I'm tired. Yeah, great time last night. But I confirmed the fact that I'm kind of a heavyweight by nature, which sucks cause that'll become more expensive. Must be all my German and Swedish roots. Anyways, I like these people- they make me laugh. I want to chill with them tonight, but I dont think my parentals will be ( Read more... )

And thats pretty much the state of me at the moment. Definitely helps with the old writing, though, I must say. I just feel entirely unmotivated. I have no difficult work in school, I have entirely too much free time, and I have spent an entire day basically wandering around town running into random people. I am also ashamed to say I almost ( Read more... )

I remembered virtually all my dreams from last night. I also woke up feeling as though I hadnt slept at all, which is why I am writing this now instead of being in English. But honestly, I dreamed some weird things ( Read more... )

I need tutoring clients still. I really want to quit my job, but I still need money. If anyone knows anyone who needs a tutor, have them call me! And tell them to give me money. And of course then I would tutor them, if absolutely necessary ( Read more... )

I am tired. I am stressed. I am sick of feeling tired, and I am tired of feeling sick. I feel like I have nothing to do, and yet I have too much to do. Does that even make sense? I know it really doesnt matter- everyone has crap to deal with, so mine isnt that significant. Thats fine. I just am worn out, and confused, and I need to ( Read more... )

I have to say, now that it's over, I had my doubts about Improv. Two big fears: That we wouldn't get our video done, and that our very young and mostly rookie cast would freeze up or lose it on stage. HAH! I shouldn't have been worried at all. HAIN Productions (Nick and ALex's team) were awesomeat what they do, and our video came along faster ( Read more... )

Wow, this week has been crazy. The Improv show is going well- I am very excited for it. Our intro is a masterpiece! But other things are less spectacular: I must say, my hopes are not high for the Cinnabar show, but that's probably just first-rehearsal doubts. Ah, my bit's going to be fun, at any rate- I think they are going to get actual ( Read more... )

What the hell, I might as well start posting again. It feels like I've been on a real long vacation that started out good and then went really bad. It's good to be back in the real world, picking up my own life again finally. So I'm gonna start using this LJ again, in a way: no real personal details- as an aquaintance of mine once noted, that ( Read more... )

Why do I turn back to this entirely useless and infantile means of communicating my angst to others? It stands to reason that no one online wants his time wasted reading this. But when you have no one to talk to, you keep talking anyway, and if you can pretend you are talking to someone instead of no one, it helps ease the feeling of forsaken ( Read more... )

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