well it's offical as of last night.. i have a girlfriend, and i couldnt be happier.
<3
richie.

so i would love to go on a rant explaining how so little action would hurt for a day, but instead i could just say "i saw it coming". actually, ide hate to say it, but ive actually slept pretty well these last few days. ironic. ever better, i love to take the time and examine exactly how i'm reacting to something, and what it is that actually makes ( Read more... )

i just now could put it into words.
i'm looking for the time when i dont have to say aww fuck it, and then go for it.
i'm looking for the time when it's just right and happens on it's own.
being sapy.
goodnight

<3
richie

i must add, i love reading my own back entries to remind me of how pathetic i can be.. and not to be that way. heh

<3
richie

well this is my happy, not so happy, return to live journal. to sum up the last 3&1/2 months ( Read more... )

well i guess the gloom outside would probally complete how i feel right now. only easy way to put it is, i have never learned how to forget you. i'm actually surprised this is even coming out now, perhaps in the depths of my mind i thought things would have somehow turned out differently. as i often put it, this heart bleeds and bruises for you; ( Read more... )

well there must be an updated journal entry finaly. so catching up with myself... done with the old, and have been trying for the new. i met a cool girl, who's smile i absolutely adore and is incredibly nice. i mean when i kissed her all it did was make me smile wide.. the only problem is she is as flakey as a crisp croissant. i havent heard from ( Read more... )

i feel like i need to say something or anything, but nothing will come out. i am finally completely broken. i have been lied to and betrayed. i feel right now as if i cant trust again. it's like the center of my being has been snatched away and all i have left are empty thoughts, words, and feelings. i guess i can only go up from here though. the ( Read more... )

fuck you and your untouchable face.. fuck you .. for existing in the first place.. and who am i that i am dying for your touch.. and who am i .. somebody just tell me that much ( Read more... )

so i was doing this thing in marys' journal
http://www.livejournal.com/users/marzypants/2004/11/24
here is the entry that i got .. interesting right?