I am not over her.

Things have been going really well lately, can't complain much at all. I got the secretary position in Mysch Hurst hall for next school year. I got the desk and night staff job in my hall as well. Also this summer i got a job as a camp counselor in ohio. I am living on a floor with a great RA next year and so awesome girls. Friends have been ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (okay, im better).

Im bloated, been drunk for 2 days now, tired, have a cold, depressed, and i wanna stay home longer. My aunt died the 14th, they just told me tonight. Because of my bday. I know the girl from ym hometown that committed suicide. Im just peachy.

I havent updated in a long time. So yea, my roommate keeps telling me, "Renee you need to update your journal." So that is why I am here now. I haven't had much time to update really and when I do have the time I forget that live journal exists. I have had a really weird week, I've been a little down but I am getting somewhat better on hiding ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

(--) means i've done this ( Read more... )

so i have been having constant heachaches.. they got scared at the doctor's office and sent me to ER where I proceeded to have a catscan, 3 spinal taps, and blood work... woot for that... umm yea im sore.. later ya'll

I had a decent week. A lot of down moments. I hung out with Somer Weds. night, that was fun. Im just updating just to do so. lol. I think about Carrie a lot.. but then I realize that she isnt for me. She just wants me to take care of her in the future and for her not to work or anything. I don't really like that idea. I'm talking to Jen ( Read more... )

so many people around me right now are suicidal or depressed. it is absolutely horrible. I want to make everyone well, but the fact is.. im not well myself. So I decided to throw my bipolar self back into counseling to watch over my moods. I have been up since 9 but i cannot get out of bed. I am sure my roommate thinks I am just lazy but when ( Read more... )