i agree with rikki. they even called me. so evidentally they were really worried.
all i can say is that things will get better. whether or not you want to believe it. things will eventually get better.
i really do wish things were better for you. you need it... and i feel like an idiot b/c i always tell you that things will get better. but they never seem to.. but i know they will.
and hearing that you even considered killing yourself scares me. because i dont like how we are right now. we dont talk.. and we're not on the best of terms. and i dont like that. i want to be friends with you. because you really are an awesome person.
and knowing that you got in a wreck, even though you weren't hurt.. scares me. and hearing that you're at your lowest, scares me too.
i still love you derek. just in a different way now. and i want so badly for you to be happy and just to believe that things will get better.
ok. so now i'm just sort of rambling. so im going to shut up. so yea. the end.
thanks...i knew you and rikki would respond to this... i love the both of you. i know things will get better... but its going to take me getting straight A's on my first report card for anything to get better...my dad said that. ohwell.so maybe things wont get better... because i know i can't do that...
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they were worried about you.
i don't really know what to say though.
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they even called me.
so evidentally they were really worried.
all i can say is that things will get better.
whether or not you want to believe it.
things will eventually get better.
i really do wish things were better for you.
you need it...
and i feel like an idiot b/c i always tell you that things will get better.
but they never seem to.. but i know they will.
and hearing that you even considered killing yourself scares me.
because i dont like how we are right now.
we dont talk.. and we're not on the best of terms.
and i dont like that.
i want to be friends with you.
because you really are an awesome person.
and knowing that you got in a wreck, even though you weren't hurt..
scares me.
and hearing that you're at your lowest, scares me too.
i still love you derek.
just in a different way now.
and i want so badly for you to be happy and just to believe that things will get better.
ok.
so now i'm just sort of rambling. so im going to shut up.
so yea.
the end.
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i love the both of you.
i know things will get better...
but its going to take me getting straight A's on my first report card for anything to get better...my dad said that.
ohwell.so maybe things wont get better...
because i know i can't do that...
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you can make good grades.
and first six weeks is always easiest.
and you know im always here to help.
a friend in need.. is a friend indeed.
or what the hell ever that lame quote is.
i never really understood it.
just thought it would sound good right here.
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cheer up son
you just need some taylor time plus video games
when might you be going to Florida?
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and i'm bringing my skateboard.
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