and i dont have a body to talk to.
i'm feeling weird tonight.
later on i'll look at this post and be like "man...was i high that night"
but i'm not.
you werent high this night derek.
youre just delirious
you should be doing schoolwork.
dumbass.

me and laikyn are on a break now...
=[

i dont like how things are going right now...
i dont like things at all...=[
i'm in love...but things arent going good...
i dont know what i did. maybe i'm just being paranoid.
i dont know anymore.

i havent been on this in a long time ( Read more... )

I'm really happy...
with the girl i'm with.
the end.

i think i'm really screwing up something thats too great for words...i just wish i wouldnt get myself into situations where no matter what i do, someone gets hurt. and then i pick what i think would be better, then my gut comes in with a late reaction and i realize where i would be happier...
i really just hope its not too late...=[

did i tell you about how my life was miserable before i left for fl? well it was bad ( Read more... )

i know that no one really cares. but its funny ( Read more... )

today was really lame...and i know i'm probably going to sound like a drama king. but today was so lame that i have to blog aboot it...but i wont make this long. in short: my parents left for belle chasse this morning at 8 they are staying there for about 3 days...and leaving me by myself...i went skating at 9 in the morning so i could hang out ( Read more... )

so basically...i just spent the past 48 hours with ashley...and a few hours after i get home and finish a good skate i miss her ( Read more... )