Ashley and I are getting married...i love her more than i have ever loved anyone. and we do weird things where we say or think the same thing or like sometimes i think about saying something and she says it or i think about doing something but decide not to for some reason and then she does it...gaw...so yeah...like i just love her more than anyone ( Read more... )

"he'll never have a girlfriend and if he does he wont be able to afford to get out of this one horse town" just one of the many comments my dad is throwing around in the other room."he has no drive for himself"..."just make him stay home and cut grass"..."he needs to get a job...wheres he gonna live hows he gonna eat?"...i wish my parents and my ( Read more... )

i had the strangest dream last night...i can't even fully remember it...thats how weird it was...like...i remember it...but i didnt realy understand what was going on...here it is to the best of what i remember ( Read more... )

the meriwether show is tonight...and i really want to go...mostly i want to bring ashley because i know she would have a good time because she has been talking about it for a good while now...but i'm feeling like crap...and i dont have a ride to get there...so i probably wont go...gah i feel like crap. (blechhk) and now my parents are saying i have ( Read more... )

tonight was a pretty fun night. ashley and i hung out at my house. we watched some movie...school of life or something...it was like a sad kinda movie...then we ate a little ice cream. then we went to my room and watchd animal planet...it was about like two headed animals and parisites and the grossest animals ever. lol. i know i know...pretty ( Read more... )

okay...for valemtimes day Ashley wrote me a letter. i want to read it every night before i go to bed because she is the sweetest girl. i'm not going to type the letter for you to read...haha! but...trust me...its beautiful...just like her...Ashley is everything i've been wanting for so long now. and i'm pretty sure in some wierd way that we were ( Read more... )

kay so its 1:41 in the am and i havent actually updated anything worth reading in a while...this probly isnt worth reading either but whatever i need to update. things have been wierd lately...my best friend is giving up on life...thats pretty much the only thing thats upset me lately...well...yeah i dont know what else to say about that. anyway... ( Read more... )

i have taken a lot of online quizzes tonight cuz i'm bored...and one of them really struck me...it was a "what kind of seducer are you?" quiz...heres the results..."You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen ( Read more... )

okay so basically...i'm kind of just a little bit kinda sorta a lot maybe in love...and i'm too tired to write anything else...but...yeah...Ashley is great...shes the greatest. the end.

things have been pretty much great as of late. i went to the tyler read show a couple of nights ago. it was pretty cool but i dont know any of their songs so i couldnt get into it like i would have if i was a huge fan...but i cant say i am...so i didnt get pumped. my taste is too "wierd" as rikki calls it. freezepop, mychemicalromance, or johnny ( Read more... )