I make my lunch in the morning.  I make it and then I walk to class (30 to 40  minutes...). I stop for coffee, and a paper but I only skim the headlines (trying to be informed, trying to be informed) and make my way to the corssword, which I have yet to solve.  I like making my lunch in the morning.  I make it while I eat my cereal and wait for the ( Read more... )

 so last night i went to watch some live music and it was really nice. (well the second band sucked but the first one was awsome).  i went with tina, who i used to work with and met some of her friends and it was just a really nice, fun time. today i'm spending the day with miss jessica way (and the night) and i'm planning to also enjoy myself a ( Read more... )

so good on so many levels.

i was almost fooled.  it was almost spring, i could almost feel it. it was sweater weather for gods sake. i'm not too disappointed, just fooled. 
productivity is at it's highest, and yet i feel like i'm just not doing enough. i'm almost a regular in several different places and that makes me pretty happy.  when people notice and remember you ( ( Read more... )

this week off is not really a week off. sure it's a break from classes but that's it.  the change is not so great that it overshadows the rest of life.  theres still all the things i really love about this life.  except i need to start waking up early again. i'm hoping a coupla 6 am shifts will help out with that. i miss the morning. it's all day ( Read more... )

it feels like spring in my stomach and i'm smiling secretly.  does anyone else feel that way when they watch dirty dancing, when they watch love actually? i can't help but smile and hope that sometimes life is like that. that people are like that. i think they might be. i think they sometimes want to be. i think that sometimes that's enough. 
i'm ( Read more... )

its funny that when you're happy you seem to have the same things to say over and over again. like if you say it more and more it reaffirms it, and then your don't have to worry about this happiness not lasting. it won't but its nice to revel in it.

sunday dinner with my family was really good, and my mom and my sister are coming down again on ( Read more... )

worst day ever.
foot hurts like no other (though not complaining because its just so pretty)
i must have missed the memo about asshole day. clealry all the customers i served today got it though.
i'm hoping that fancy dinner with my family tonight will greatly improve today (i'm sure it will, lately my parents always cheer me up and make me smile.  ( Read more... )

the weekend with jenny was really good. i drank too much and got very sick, but i'm glad i went and i saw and i spent some time with a good friend who lives too far away.
its weird though, because my favourite part of the weekend (outside of seeing jenny) was the bus ride down to peterborough. i could pick out my favourite moment too. the one where ( Read more... )

Pablo Neruda, i love him. if you've ever read him you've probably read this.
but its not my favourite...

i don't love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,
or arrow of carnations that propogate fire:
i love you as one loves certain obscure things,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

i love you as the plant that doesn't bloom but carries
the ( Read more... )