Maintaining mental health is EXHAUSTING. Maintaining diabetes is EXHAUSTING. EXHAUSTING + EXAUSTING = would like to sleep forever. Thanks.

Guy wants girl.
Girl does not want guy.
Guy persists.
Girl gives in.
Guy abandons.
Girl pines.
Guys are assholes.
Girls are idiots.

Such is.

My thoughts on the male species are negative, angry and biased by the many trivial encounters I have endured in their presence ( Read more... )

I have the emotional capabilities of a 3 year old, unable to regulate or control anything. Even though I thought years of therapy would be enough to prepare me for this moment, I am broken. So broken. And so viscerally ill over this. The attempt to muster all the "happiness" for him has taken its toll. I am ready to surrender to anything that comes ( Read more... )

How confused am I? VERY! I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. I am super anxious....I dunno why. Every time I think I am on the mend and the pills are working, something irks me. And it is something inside....more therapy I guess. As an aside: I wonder if therapists are ever like "I wish this person with their boring bullshit would stop ( Read more... )

I don't know what is zapping all of my energy. I am sick of dealing with everything. I am keeping myself retardedly busy so I do not have time to think. This may be the problem. Or it may be a good solution to the alternative. I dunno what is better: anxiety being up or facing the fact that my pills may be failing me yet again.

I am seeing some sadness and struggles and frustrations and anger in a lot of people lately re: their life, their goals etc. When will this all go away, and if not, what is the point? I really struggle with this.

I am so done.

I am so tired of everything. :(

I have been going insane allllll week cuz of this Insulin BS ( Read more... )