I get so angry so easily. I am one of those people who get blown off and next thing I know, my anger is out of control. I know I over analize. O know the things I think are never even close to reality. The answer is usually the simplest one, yet I always choose the most pessimistic option. thats who i am and I am ok with that ( Read more... )

birthdays are complicated for me. somehow i always start on a FANTASTIC note. and i always end frustrated and confused.

its been over two months, why dont i have a clue whats going on? i dont even care, i just like to know where i stand. GAH

Life is good right now. Friends are good. Family is good. Boys...well, I think it's getting good ( Read more... )

I did something I am very proud of. I made up my mind. I decided to do something (or actually NOT to do something) that I have been battling a lot lately ( Read more... )

I dont even care that I just washed my car. It is beautiful outside. It makes me just want to go get some cider, meet up with Britty and Rolo and go to the park. But, alas, I need to work instead.

Who wants to snuggle?

what am I doing? this isnt like me, this is....i dont even know. I am sick of juggling. Not to mention when I got it down to two, one more throws itself in the mix ( Read more... )

Today.

I have work tonight. I am getting my haircut. I actually have makeup on. and a dress. and shaved.

all in all, i look pretty...well at least as decent as i can get.

and im wasting it on nothing.

work. lol

something needs to liven up around here. life is getting just a little too boring

High School ( Read more... )

happy new years ( Read more... )

I am so confused lately. I find myself stressing and wondering about things that i already made an agreement withmyself to not worry about. but never the less, this is what i do ( Read more... )