Damn, last night beat me down. No sleep for me. That reminds me, I should eat something.

I turned down the new job at the airport. Davanni's, not forever. I had fun last week. I partied, played pool, sledding, a couple good movies, Lost was on, etc... Overall I've had a pretty damn good February, so far. That could change but, I hope not ( Read more... )

Well, I got a new job. I start Feb 5th. I'm not excited at all. Eh, whatever. I'm still going to be one shift a week and Davanni's. It's a Friday night and I am bored out of my mind. I worked till 10. Got nothing to do now.

Tongue too!

John kicked me out of Davanni's yesterday. Maybe I will be fired. Have my hours cut?? Fuckers. I hate that place and now I am going to start seriously looking for a new job. ARG!

3:18am Life can't be figured out. I think I am just going to start living for me. Whatever I want to do with my life, I'll do it. If it takes time, effort, courage. I can do it. But only if I'm doing it for me ( Read more... )

I have to work at 5 today. Just sitting around wasting time till then. I think I should probably eat something before. I have only been eating about one meal a day. I go to work and eat break food. That's it. Gross cause the food there really isn't healthy. I am sick of my job. Thinking about finding a new one. I am sick of my life. Thinking about ( Read more... )

I feel better. That last post has been made private and the anger has subsided. He still has not been forgiven. If he proves to me that he is sorry, in time, maybe we can be friends... Or at least be cool with each other.

Just got done submitting my application for MCTC. Yehaw... I suppose.
I did it again too. I guess when I say that there are so many ways I could take it. Fuck this Livejournal bullshit. None of it even matters anymore.

Don't read this, cause I know you don't care...Nobody really cares. That doesn't bother me though. I don't really have anymore... I guess that's OK. Pretty soon I will have Jenny back and my life wont be as friendless. Tina and I are no more. Kelly and I are cool but we don't hang out anymore. Drama with Jonah. Betsy hasn't really been a friend for ( Read more... )

I'm bad. I'm bad. You know it!!!

I would have to say that this is the best feeling in the world. The clarity and clouds. Like the perfect day laced with beautifully scented fog.