So. I'm moving to Australia to do the YWAM Perth Birth Attendant School.
It begins July 1st.
Please pray.
And send money.

Tomorrow I head off to San Diego. I'm glad to be going. It will be nice to get out of Humboldt County. Nice to have a little vacation. Nice to escape all the familiar locations ( Read more... )

What if I don't go ( Read more... )

Hello friends-

I need your help. I need to get to Sacramento on either the evening of May 29th or the morning/early afternoon of May 30th. I am of course willing to help pay for gas. To help you stay awake...and anything else you might need. So let me know ASAP if you are heading that direction- those dates. Much love!

Rachel

"Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you: he rises to show you compassion. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him! O people of Zion, who live in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. How gracious he will be when you cry for help! As soon as he hears he will answer you. Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and ( Read more... )

I smell like wood smoke for probably the 3rd or 4th time in a week.

Ohh, summer! How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

so. in order to not deal with all the HUGE decisions and soul searching that needs to happen in my life - I've been hanging out non-stop with friends. This is probably not healthy -but neither is staying in bed all day. So if you want to hang out give me a call. I'm looking to fill up all my free time ( Read more... )

you never know unless you ask
and i guess knowing is better than wondering
damn it hurts anyway.
and i feel stupid and vulnerable.
I dislike those feelings intensly.
oh. and embarressed.

his loss? yes. my loss? yes. but its better not to have false hope.

I let all my crazy out and hid the normal.
what is wrong with me?

"This is my life, Dad, this is it. I spent 26 years waiting for something else to start, so, no, I don't think it's too much to take on, because it's everything there is. I see now it's all of it." -Andrew Largeman (zach braff) in Garden State ( Read more... )