when I feel upset -no troubled- like I do now - my reaction is to want to sleep. Long and hard. And to stay in bed long past when it would be normal to get up. I want to hide away in my dreams and drift through my thoughts when I'm half-awake in the morning ( Read more... )

I had elijah house prayer group tonight and it was good -strange, wonderful, God-filled- but good. Now Im at home and exhausted. When we got done I had a bunch of missed calls including one from a mystery number but zero messages telling me why people called. So I called them all back but no one answered and now I feel mildly grumpy - as if perhaps ( Read more... )

I'm smitten with this book - you must read it -here's an excerpt ( Read more... )

Tried to play Ultimate frisbee today. Well I sorta tried. I went because that is what I do on sunday afternoons and that is where my friends are -but i still can't run. That is frustrating. Today I took to the field anyway and camped out in the goal and cherry-picked. I caught the frisbee a grand total of three times. And two of those I had to run ( Read more... )

It's a rainy humboldt day and after starting things off with a lovely breakfast with miss corrie jane i came home and made a huge fire that has warmed up the whole house. then I watched garden state and napped. Im still sitting upstairs on the couch and it is snuggly and warm. I wish I had someone to snuggle with but I am actually quite content. ( Read more... )

came home tonite and baked bread, cookies and made soup from scratch all for the graduation potluck tommorrow. So I officially feel very capable and domestic.

Unfortunatly this increases the weirdness of my feelings while I sit here wishing he would call me.

Ohh and I'm doing laundry.

woooeee. I'm little suzie home-maker.

so what to say today? what a long boring week. I feel like I have been living in a black hole all week. I mean who am I to complain? I had the whole week off because of the stupid injury. And lots of people came to visit me and brought me things and helped me out. And I'm a jerk to complain. BUT. This week sucked. I was in a sleepy haze from ( Read more... )

Hello Dear Friends ( Read more... )

waiting for something makes time go slower. ALWAYS. what is with that? I know time doesn't actually slow down but it sure feels like it.

tonite meg and I are hanging out at my house. I'm making bread and eventually we will have dinner. I am not waiting for him to call. right.

sure.

just at my house on a night I'm normally out.

talking, laughter, scrubs, friends stopping by, nervousness, silly, cute, hang out again?

I hope so.

am i dating?

the world may be ending.