life can be hard sometimes ( Read more... )

ill never dye my hair blonde, or wear shirts that advertise a company. ill probably never eat real meat or be extremely healthy, and i never want to be super skinny or a stepford wife. i wont let the music i listen to, the people i talk to, or the media affect my opinions anymore. i guess i could call all of this my new years resolution; not to be ( Read more... )

i guess by abstract i meant nonexistent. ill be back soon.

"i probably deserved this"

i think you probably know this, but you didnt.

isnt it funny how much things can change in one day?

if you just stop fighting, just give in, have you lost the war or have you won?

happy thanksgiving, by the way.

im afraid that this journal is going to become increasingly more abstract. thats the kind of mood im in lately. im not making much sense. not necessarily in a bad way. so heres a warning in advance.

my life has been short so far but i have made a lot of mistakes, and im not afraid to admit that. i think that refusing to face up to the error of your ways, blindly denying that you have ever done wrong, is much more damaging than doing wrong in the first place. i have also been wronged, like everyone has ( Read more... )

i learned a lot this week. i realized whos really there for me and who isnt. im able to seperate those who really care from those who pick quantity over quality. i felt as if i had drama and controvery dripping out of every pore of my body last week, and im now starting to get myself together. ive changed a lot, but i cant put a finger on when ( Read more... )

my aunts birthday ( letter )

so. its been a time ( Read more... )

websites havent worked in forever, and now that they finally are theyre so slow that its exhausting. so ill put my updates on pause for a while.