Today while I was in therapy I was talking about my new relationship with Corey, and we got on  the topic of my abandoment issues. I started tracing it back more and more. I realized ( Read more... )

Corey really is something. We got close fast, it kind of scared me but he reassured me. He's so compassionate and warm. He's so similar to me in some aspects. He treats me how I deserve to be treated and loved to touch me and hold me. He makes me feel like I'm worth something. I'm so lucky to have him. When he saw the scars on my thighs, he looked ( Read more... )

This is not a self pity post. Just putting that out there. Just getting some stuff out. I'm stupidly digging in old wounds today and finding out what I did wrong, I had to find out indirectly and it wasn't the way I wanted to hear. It sucks that when you worry about someone it can back fire. My first semester had to be the worst of my life, I was ( Read more... )

I've never felt so alone as I do now. I feel like I've losing my best friend and there's nothing I can do, everyone tells me to brush it off and put on my big girl pants. It's not that easy, her boyfriend refers to me as "that girl" and she has been pissed at me for a while and blew up at me yesterday. Yesterday had to be the worst day of my life. ( Read more... )

George and I have been fighting a lot lately and I've been questioning if we're going to last. I've been thinking about it for weeks ( Read more... )

Ok so, since my two closest friends have livejournals then I'll broadcast my hurricane here. It's 8:55 am and right now gustav is a category 4. Everyone is gone and the Apocalypse has begun, friends are gone, george is gone, all of them are gone. It's rather empty and a lil scary, I cried a lot yesterday and if even semi bad new about the hurricane ( Read more... )

I'm not ready to go back to school ( Read more... )

I keep getting in trouble because of megan, right now catherine and her 24 year old thug of a bf are pissed at me. They're not leaving me alone and its because megan twisted words and made me seem like I was a horrible person. Now catherine is after me and I'm scared. Why did I ever become friends with megan, all it ever caused was grief and ( Read more... )

today would be described as karo would say...epic. I ripped my pants, got hit in the face with a nail, learned I can't hit a nail with a hammer to save my life, ponchos make good tents, tall people make good support systems for said tents, brittany says "oh lordy, you gave me a fright!", taping the hole on your pants is always stylish, its really ( Read more... )

what is her problem! for some reason she hates me and she bad mouths me to everyone who'll listen. She passively insults me and does whatever she can to keep me out. I think one thing may be because I have a boyfriend and she can't stand it. She was nice to me until her bf broke up with her, then she started bitching at me and being a total witch. ( Read more... )