ok. bascially i cant keep this in anymore and i am really tired of pretending. i am not ok with college , im scared of being eaten fucking alive by preppy rich kids who think automatically that because my shirt is from target and not j. crew and that my purse was on clearence at bobs and is not from like oh my god the louis vittoin store in italy, ( Read more... )

lsfkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaslfklkfs. i cant even think right now. KSDhaksj

ive realized i have no stability in my life, and no constants. everything changes and everything is dumb and ive had such a bad weekend except for the exception of friday night but other then that i wish i lived in an alterante universe where emotions and people dont matter, and i am just so fed up with myself and my own head and how unstable my ( Read more... )

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i know i wrote just yesterday..but i fell asleep for like a half hour just a while ago...and it finally hit me...that its all over. Im an upper classman...and the seniors are gone. im a junior. That was the last time i would ever be conducted by dion, and im going to miss him ( Read more... )

wow bio was hard...ewww ( Read more... )

man i finally uploaded a pic...:-D

haha. soo this week has been good. Saturday nite was the kickass sleepover at Nikkis. It was so fun. The tatoos were the best...omg so embarassing...lmao. i luv those gurls. <333 Tuesday meant back to school ... ew ( Read more... )

So im updating again. Its called avoiding my debate essay. I forgot to mention that i drove a car. a real car. not a bumper car or a barbie jeep. A real car. I drove down my street and pulled into teh driveway. That was so cool ( Read more... )

so i decided to update after like 365 days. summer is soon. omg i wish it was tomarrow. i freaking cant stand that its only like 60 degrees and its like May. whoa. i wish it was like 90 degrees. PROM is tonite. that kicks ass. Prom is going to be the shit next year. ooh yah.
Canada was like the highlight of my year. <33 ( Read more... )