Okay today was okay but i almost cracked under pressure. I wrote a letter to Courtney to tell him Jesse's secret and i kinda bitched in it. Which is kinda funny because i never really bitch a lot. but it felt so good to talk or actually write what i was feeling and it kinda relieved my stress. i bitched about all the things that have been ( Read more... )

Okay this is seriously the best freakin christmas i've had in for ever. I am now dating courtney Raney ( god he's so effin hot!) He is a great kisser too. Any ways we've been on 4 dates in the past week. They've all been awesome! We always end up makin out on our dates, But hey i ain't complaining. Every time i'm with him i never wanna leave and ( Read more... )

okay i seriuosly have mixed feelings at the moment. I like this guy courtney and yet i feel unliked by him. He said that he needed time to think because he really liked my friend last year. For some reason i feel as if he is avoiding me. He says he cares and i said i'll wait for him to sort things out. The thing that scares me though is the fact ( Read more... )

So umm.. yeah i got a ride home from courtney today and my papaw was like freaking out. I think he scared courtney a little. But i'll tell ya this he sure as hell embarrassed me! He was like i wouldn't have yelled if you would have given me the 411 on him. O man i think he ruined any chances i could have had with courtney. that's a bummer because i ( Read more... )

I have found that all i needed to get over alex was a good break from seeing him and a great time with my friends. My friends have helped me see that i don't need him to be happy. All i need is a great time. Last night was becky's party and i swear i have never laughed so hard in my life. I spent my time running around shere school playing keep ( Read more... )

Hey yall sorry i haven't up dated in a while. I've been so busy. I was kinda starting to miss my friends. Rotc has changed a lot of people including me. The question is is it for better or worse. I actually made people scared because they thought that i would go off on them. But i would never do that i love my friends. I had a boy friend named alex ( Read more... )

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
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Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
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Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure
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okay i am at leigh's again... which is amazing do to the fact that i am grounded. I guess my papaw knows i want my freedom so he's easing up. It hurts to say however that scotty has moved on. I know it will probally hurt ten times more when i have to see him with her. I guess it's true what they say.... love does hurt. And it alaways will. But i ( Read more... )