ang's bday! alex's bday! good times and good friends all around ( Read more... )

i want to be the one
who makes statues weep
at the sound of my heartbeat
when i walk by

shitty. day ( Read more... )

the paper is done. finished. turned in ( Read more... )

i have honestly checked out of life.

and no i am not suicidal. not at all.

i'm just.....not caring as much as i should i guess. things are sliding away. all i want to do is just sit or sleep.

i've reached my limit in a way.

today is just a mental health day.

i need it.

i finally got my book back. how long did it take? three months? bah whatever. at least he gave it back. finally there is closure. its strange how little things like that really signal that its done, like you can finally feel relieved that its over. hmmm.

so busy this week. fuck man.

i have to write this paper. HAVE TO WRITE THIS PAPER. GAHHHHH.

it ( Read more... )

it sounds like the people downstairs are throwing elephants around. no lie ( Read more... )

my knee is broke. FUCK YOU KNEE. FUCK. YOU ( Read more... )

something has got to give.

the little games that people play make me giggle sometimes.

"i want something else to get me through this life baby
i want something else"

that song is the fall back to saying that i am over life. who ever wrote that song is a genius.

and its really strange being home.
and not in a van.
and not less than five feet from the boys or kayleigh at all times.
and not wearing flip flops and shorts and a bathing suit.
and not being 80 degrees.

in short, i am disoriented and disenchanted.

i want the open road.