well. such drama. fucking sucks. i think its over though. i hope its over. i am so fed up with it. i feel like with certain people, thats all my summer has been. i'm over it. truly. some people just need to grow up. or at least not project their insecurities on to other people, where they have no right to. gracious ( Read more... )

whoaaaaa. update ( Read more... )

so lets update this shit ( Read more... )

hmmm. well.

not so sick anymore. THANK YOU GOD! seriously. i had a 101 degree fever for almost three days, highly unpleasant. at least i got to sleep for like two days straight though. nice.

oh man. so loopy today. ohhh man.

:)

its always complicated. always.

"i don't want your remedy"

i am sooooooooooo sickkkkk. perfect timing. i can't get any work done because all my body wants to do is sleep. and i have other people depending on me to get my stuff done. shit SHIT SHIT. fuck you sickness. at least i have medication now. but still. booooooooooooo.

today some of my friends went through what most people never experience in a thousand lifetimes. i am relieved that they are all okay and know that everyone else is too. i'll keep you all in my thoughts. stay strong and if you ever need anything i am here for you. not close in miles but close to my heart.

i feel so inadequate ( Read more... )

it sucks that i couldn't go on the retreat. but i got to spend a lot of quality time with my little and grandlittle. and my pledge sisters. and that kinda made up for it ( Read more... )

out
of
control

and i LOVE it.

:)

P.S.!!!! i got my parent's wedding invitation in the mail two days ago. HOORAY!!

(explanation: i consider my dad's fiancee, and my future stepmom, my real mom so they are my 'parents' to me. i feel like they raised me and are there for me more than she ever was. times a million.)

I AM SO EXCITED!!!!