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[smilehostage]

ANON POST

taken from immortal_lights

I want anybody and everybody who comes across this
to leave me an anonymous comment. It can be anything you want.
A story. A secret. A confession. A fear. A love. ANYTHING.
Just post anonymously and honestly.

Comments

[anonymous]

Some days I just really want to cry. I feel terrible knowing that while I'm on the verge of picking up the life I once had a dream of living years ago, I'm losing another dream. One I knew I would never achieve, regardless of what I do. I've resigned myself to this and it isn't because of my mother's incessant nagging to wake up. I am awake. It's something I want. But it's also something I could never save for, something I could never receive as a gift, something I can't ever work hard enough to earn. It doesn't make it hurt any less knowing this

[smilehostage]

live your life for yourself. it's your life. i've had quite a few fights with my family because they want what's best for me, and to them, stability > happiness. i know it's not that easy, but in the end, in this, you have to be selfish. it's your life.

shoot for that dream. it's stupid, and it's cliche, but you will never succeed if you don't try.

[anonymous]

I like my lj friends more than my irl friends lol

[smilehostage]

it's easier to be honest online. it's also easier to meet people like you, people you connect with, when you're choosing friends from the entire goddamn PLANET, you know?

i know the feeling. hope it doesn't last forever, though. ♥

[anonymous]

I love you and think you are outstandingly awesome.

[smilehostage]

thank you. ♥ i love you too. :)

[anonymous]

I like the idea that somewhere in this world, there is a soul that is completely synchronized with yours. I’m not talking about love, I’m talking about someone that gasps at just the right moments during a sunrise. I’m talking about someone whose thoughts make as much sense as your own. I’m talking about someone whom you just want to take by the hand and reassure, despite the fact that you’re not so sure yourself.

Somewhere in this world, someone else watches the car lights dance as they rush through the city and thinks “this is beautiful”.

I really wish I could write like her.

[smilehostage]

that's beautiful. i like that idea too. i'd like to think i've found someone like that, but i don't know if that's too weird for her.

everyone has someone they're jealous of, someone who has something they want. i think that the best thing to do is to use it as incentive to improve yourself, not give up on yourself, you know?

[anonymous]

If I were in love with him, my whole life would be so simple.

But I'm really, really not.

Also, I think Miley Cyrus is a bad role model, and that's not okay. BUT I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

[smilehostage]

is he in love with you? or do you just want someone to be in love with? cause if it's that? i know the feeling.

just because you love her doesn't mean you admire her. you can love someone and understand they're a terrible role model.

[anonymous]

Not even close. But if he was, and I was, I would be able to see my entire life from this point on. I'd have a lot of security in a relationship with him. Or friendship is like that, but kids and finances don't usually accompany a friendship the way they do a marriage. If we were in love, I'd know all that stuff, and it would be basically living a dream. We'd drive each other crazy at the dinner table and raise brilliant, manipulative kids who love reading and respect life and can't stand idiots and we'd dote on them so much. And we'd have terrible, awkward sex that we loved and be happy and financially secure. And it would be so wonderful! But we're not in love.

I love her, but I don't think little girls should love her. It's bad news.

[smilehostage]

stability is always tempting. you could always give it a shot, though. love, it's not something instantaneous.

i think she's just a girl trying to grow up. she's making some mistakes, and she's probably suffering from being in the public eye, but i don't necessarily think she's a BAD role model, you know? not a good one, but not a bad one either.