i've come to the conclusion...when i find "the one" there will be no drama.
i can't believe i'm actually saying this...but im so tired of DRAMA!
im to the point where i just want life to be good. i want to be stress free.
it says in the Bible.."God is not the author of confusion"
i've been confused for almost 19 years. lol
im just tired.
im aching.
im ( Read more... )

So, I guess you would say that right now..BOYS ARE STUPID! 
Why can't they just make up there mind?
I'm sick of being on a dang emotional rollercoaster!
If it's not the best friend..its the "potential boyfriend".
I say I trust guys better because they have less drama.
BUT YEAH RIGHT! They have just as much drama as girls. (if not more)
I just want it all ( Read more... )

So....I am really getting better at remembering to update in my livejournal. Blake told me I should write in it...ha! I listen to everything he says! lol..

Nothing new is really going on right now. 30 days until Costa Rica!!! I'm still really excited about that. Candis pulled a muscle in her back Sunday and she is on bed rest until May 1st. She is ( Read more... )

it's amazing how when you pray about things that really bother you, that God seriously takes care of you. if you read my previous journal entry, i guess you figured out i was having a little trouble with my friend. well, last night we were on the phone & he had to get off & they said I LOVE YOU!! it totally made my day. i just sat there a minute & ( Read more... )

LOVE

okay..so, me & a very dear friend* have talked about what "love" is. and this is how i feel about it.

Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things; ( Read more... )

• costa rica is payed for
• who did it?
• ugh..i wish i knew!
• boys
• do you really wanna know?

the title should say it all! God is GREAT! He is more than GREAT...He is SPECTACULAR!!!
something happened last night & i seriously have no way to explain it! I AM GOING TO COSTA RICA!!! now that i have decided this second time around to go, it feels different. i feel closer to the Lord then i did when i first wanted to go! i don't know how to ( Read more... )

what do i do? i never thought that i would not want to go to costa rica...okay, so i never really didn't want to go, i was just scared over some things that come along with the trip. (which we dont' have to discuss) mom, dad, & me prayed tonight about it & i have to give them an answer in the morning. i have a feeling it will be a very long night, ( Read more... )

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And ( Read more... )

my last update was on October 12, 2006. that seems like FOREVER ago! What's wierd is, on October 13th, i met the boy who turns out to be one of my BEST friends! Steven Blake Jefferson! He's 14 & he lives in Selma, but i love him so much! he has been sooo wonderful these last couple of months. of course i have had TONS of drama...so much, i couldn't ( Read more... )