I haven't posted anything since January. It doesn't seem like it's been that long. But then again, it does. Alot has happened in the last 10 months. I've learned that boys are shady. Friends come and go..and come again...and sometimes go again. I've grown up alot. That wasn't exactly on my agenda, but it's happened so here I am. Not grown up like, ( Read more... )

The year is coming to an end, and once again..it was just as "dramatic" as the first 18 years of my life. But one thing I can say is, I have been so blessed in the year of 2007. The year didn't start out so great, spending New Year's Eve at the hospital with Granny, not knowing we wouldn't have her a few days later. We know Granny is okay now, it's ( Read more... )

things seem to be going pretty good. i talked to my parents about the new guy because i knew it was going to be kinda akward, & they actually took it pretty well. daddy took it alot better than i thought he would. he said he trusted my judgement. soo..we'll see how it goes. he came to monroeville last night & i'll see him friday night in ( Read more... )

Is it possible to know that you are about fall in love? I've finally moved on..and now, I've been talking to this amazing guy! Totally different from anyone I have ever like or dated! He is going at the pace I want which is slow. I know he had his heart broken and for the last couple of months my heart felt like someone grabbed it and through it ( Read more... )

 I agree with Alex. I am the same way. I only update when I feel like crap. This is like, where I can go when I don't want to talk to anyone, but I'm dying to scream it all at the top of my lungs. Life has been so confusing this entire year. I have gone through so many up and downs I have no idea how I am not motion sick at this point. I've come to ( Read more... )

What've I got to prove?
What have I got to lose?
When you're not worth fighting for...
Why am I feeling down, while you're out messing around..
and you're not worth begging for.
It's up to me, it's up to me..
and I'm still falling
It's up to me, it's up to me..
and I'm still calling...
It's up to me...It's up to me...It's up to me...
&& I'm still hoping...

It ( Read more... )

So, let me guess...he said you were amazing and then called you beautiful. Then, he looked in your eyes & said "You're the best thing that ever happened to me & I'm falling in love with you more and more everyday." Before you know it, you're falling in love with him too. You tell him you love him, it scares him. He needs his "space". Now, it's been ( Read more... )

so basically...
i've gotten really fat!
i eat too much..and don't work out...
my life sucks!

The Good News Is...
i am SO over that boy!
i finally realized he did nothing for me..except...
lie to me. 
but why can't i get him out of my head? :( 
ohh gosh.

so i have recently found out who my friends are.
[kind of like the song..haha!]
hmm..i had a pretty good weekend. i got to hang out with some old friends & i went to the riiifeer!
okay, so i think the only reason i'm writing in here is because blake made me. Haha!
i really have nothing to update about. ohh...just commenttt

"this is why i don't need a girlfriend"
how can 8 simple words make you feel so aweful?
that is probably the worst thing you could probably say to a girl after you tell her you want her in your future.
Don't tell me one thing, when you mean the exact opposite.
it seems i will never be happy.
i want this to be a good summer, and unless i do something ( Read more... )