Wow. I just accidentally came across this page while trying to find something completely irrelevant. God, it's been so long that I didn't even remember my login info and it took me forever to figure out how to even post! I can't help but feel a little sad reading these old entries. I was such a pathetic kid. It's depressing to think that this ( Read more... )

I don't write in this much...

My other entries are pretty stupid.

Mostly because I was pretty stupid.

I still have my occasional stupid moments

however, it's pretty crazy how much one can change in just a few months...

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I feel like venting and unfortunately at 1:26 am....live journal is all I got....*le sigh*

You know what I hate?

People that judge ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to cry for about a half hour now. At most, a few tears slowly drop out and then I'm dry. I feel exactly like Cameron Diaz's character in The Holiday. So many things are wrong and I honestly NEED to cry...I need to release this...but for some reason I can't.  I'm just so upset with life right now. I've tried so hard to live with a ( Read more... )

I just got inside from talking to eibar. He talked to me for THREE HOURS about the girl he's in love with. THREE HOURS. I listened. I gave advice. We had sex somewhere in there. He thinks it's odd that he can tell me all about this shit, and I'll still have sex with him. It's not odd because I just realized today, Id fucking do anything for him. I ( Read more... )

Okay, so last night we partied at Krissy's grandma's house.  It was Krissy, Niki, me, Bryson and their friend Zach. Tina and some other dude showed up for a couple minutes...but I was kinda already half passed out so I didn't notice. ANYWAY, everything is kinda blurry. All i know is that Krissy and I ended up in the pool topless and then the dogs ( ( Read more... )

woohoo its milah: are you awake? cuz i need to talk to you. Actually, i dont care if you're awake, you'll get this eventually...don't be an asshole. Be for real with me and don't pretend with me. I'm not stupid. Don't act like im stupid and don't toy with me. I can deal with just having sex with someone but I cant deal with someone toying with my ( Read more... )

I deleted all my old entries. Not sure why...I think I was embarrassed by them lol. So anyways, so much has happened since I last posted on here...I think I'm going to actually start using this even though I have a xanga and a myspace...but this one will be for my more personal thoughts since none of my friends (outside of online ones) know about ( Read more... )