ok so im updating, cause i was reading my old ones. and it made me want to update...and since the last time i updated, so much has changed.well its been awhile since the last time i actually wrote something
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maybe i should just start drinking...would that make me fit in better....
would people invite me to things then...
if thats what it would take...then id rather sit at home...
so now everyone thinks that im being immature about this brandon and kristen thing.....yeah ok...im the one thats drinking and making stupid decisions, im not the one smoking to "calm" or whatever....at least i have enough self respect to not do that to myself...its called values....