Alright so tuesday was my bday. naturally was horrible and I cried a lot ( Read more... )

figured i might start writing again ( Read more... )

ohhhh ( Read more... )

Well, it's been 5 months since I wrote. During that time I got really worse and had to quit estee. I almost gave up hope, but did not. I went to chiros for my neck cracking and the latest one told me to get tested for lyme disease. I did and found out it was positive on every test on dec 20th. Of course I cried forever. Not MS, but something ( Read more... )

So summer is almost over. It's been rough for me sometimes, but good others. I like that I've got a strong hold on my "disease," but it still has the ability to get me so down. Sometimes I get so jealous of other people, sometimes not. But, I'm now excited for the future because I'm confident it won't end up bad anymore. I feel like I'm a different ( Read more... )

Soo0o I was just reading old entries. mmmm Sweetness. Ohhh loves it ( Read more... )

I flew home back to where we met ( Read more... )

Hey. Been a fast month. It was like hey, im leaving ( Read more... )

Sooo love the new job! I get to wear jeans and sneakers..SWAEETTTTT ( Read more... )

So I've been dreading this moment. Ugh breakdown. New job? When I was choking on water AGAIN before I almost wished I would just choke to death. So yes I'm a pessimist. fuckfuckfuck. I was at the dinner table just so dead. They all knew something was wrong, but they know it's pointless to ask because I never tell. My dad came in my room, but he ( Read more... )