being home for the summer has been very nice so far. we got season passes to carowinds and i've already been twice in a week. i took caesar to school for an afternoon so i could sign my contract. he liked playing in the sandbox. we grilled out at my friends' house while caesar and harley, their doberman, played. it was harley's birthday celebration ( Read more... )

we're in cleveland today. it's nice to be back for a while. my grandparents and great aunt and uncle had their 50th anniversary celebration this sunday. i'm amazed how nice it was. my family really pulled it off. i'll have good memories of this time always. monday was tony and my first anniversary. it was really nice too. i think we are going to ( Read more... )

tom waits on tour again? i need some dates man! tell me where you're gonna be and i'll come! (please say you are coming to nc ( Read more... )

finally, after months of dryness, it decides to rain. it started yesterday. i'm super excited! i hope this brings cold weather to us ( Read more... )

 i feel like i'm getting better at my job. and that's boosting my confidence more and making me want to work. i'm excited that i'm working in such a supportive environment. all the ladies i work with are super-cool and nice. i've never had a job where the people were nice to me. at least i don't feel like they are only being nice to my face. i don' ( Read more... )

strange and curious things are happening all around us.

i, for one, would like a little inner peace.

what happened to my contentment? did i just lose it somewhere? or was it stolen?

is it possible i could have mistaken contentment for complacency? yes, possible. but probable? not so sure.

i'm getting my hair cut today. short again. it's too much of a hassel to keep pushing it back out of my face and all. and to have to straighten it every day ( Read more... )

so....things have been busy here ( Read more... )

i hope everyone is having a good good time at the farmhouse tonight. i'm sad i can't be there right now. being in crystal lake hasn't really made tony and me want to stay here, unfortunately. i just hope we can find some cool friends soon and maybe move to a bigger/more art-centric town. all this place has to offer is rich retirement-aged people ( Read more... )

you can't apologize for 400-fucking years of oppression