frustrated out of my mind. just want things to be perfect. never gonna happen.

long time no post but this is fun ( Read more... )

Hey guys. I hope everyone is doing well. I'm hanging in there. Every day presents a new challenge but hey that's life right? From golf to roommates to school to friends to just being me it's always something but that's what makes life interesting. Golf is ok...our last tournament is next Monday and Tuesday in San Luis Obispo so that should be a lot ( Read more... )

Bye all! I love you! See you in a couple months...

I leave for Portland a week from today. I have to say I am real excited to see everyone, move into my house and even start golf season. I got my revised scholarship letter yesterday and my scholarship got bumped up so that's really good news ( Read more... )

wow I used to be so retarded. When I read my REALLY old journals it makes me realize how I used to really try to be something I wasn't and I worked way TOO hard to gain the approval of people like Kyle and the CHS girls. I guess you learn from experiences and thank God I finally grew up and grew comfortable in my own skin. It was great talking to ( Read more... )

You know what is SO funny? How girls that think they are more mature than me just because they are a year older are actualy SO incredibly inconsiderate and caddy. Um, you two act so much above the two of us but what the fuck? We would NEVER act as stupid as you two are acting. Steal my best friend, see if I care. Thank God for my life in Portland ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this stupid thing in SO long. Last I wrote I was still in Portland and now I am sitting in Court's house listening to her ramble on about the cold war and writing cold cold war as I update this thing ( Read more... )

I'm outta here...well after a fun night I'm outta here...

I wish I could stay up here. It'd just be better I think...I shouldn't try to help. I only fuck up that way. Good job Kik.