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So...this's the first in a while in this journal...the other one isn't going much better. The reasons for starting it are...fuzzy now ( Read more... )

You'll notice that I'm going to start posting less and less in this thing ( Read more... )

*thoughts* It's hard to sit here and not think of the things that make my heart hurt. Reading things that are coming out, having conversations that...end up...somewhere I wish could've been talked about a long time ago...say 2 months? The pain of reading some things...his utter blatant hurting words...that were written days ago...but still sting ( Read more... )

I'm a little nervous about going on my first appointment...but I'll be fine. lol ( Read more... )

I have an hour lunch break here...it's nice ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here...touched to the core.

He makes me blush...smile...and almost cry(in a good way)

He makes me happy...oh man...

first sorta date...on saturday night...la jolla shores pier...and he held my hand. Wow...

*smiles*

Ok I swear this is the last post from me for today...

Graham is having his bday party at Dave and Busters in Arcadia on the 23rd at 7pm...JUBES, JED, JO, SCOOTS...all y'all are invited...bring the significant others. Spread the word...

my job here is done.

God, I feel like hell tonight ( Read more... )

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