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May 22, 2005 20:41

I just...don't know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

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i_am_who_i_amca May 23 2005, 05:57:45 UTC
Just keep hope that something good will come up unexpectedly. That's the best advice I can offer at the moment. I wish I could offer you more, but being a couple thousand miles with no money to spare (jobless with rent money to worry about) I can't help much unfortunately. I'll keep ya in my prayers in the hopes that things start to look up soon!

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smileyscorpio May 23 2005, 13:14:43 UTC
thank you for the prayers...I know I myself say many of them.

I am hoping for the best and that's about all I can do right now. If only I could make Jim and Meg understand that we're doing all we can to get on our feet and failing b/c the only people that could help us, won't.

I don't understand them. I really don't. Ste is at the point that when he moves out, he's told me that he doesn't want anything to do with them. I don't know how to tell him that he will still need to talk to them. I know he's madder than hell right now, and I also know that if I don't make him talk to his parents when we're off doing our own thing, he won't. I know he won't talk to them when they call.

sorry...rambling...

thanx though...

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i_am_who_i_amca May 23 2005, 15:02:08 UTC
I'm glad to see that you understand how important family is, even when they make you upset. I'm sure Ste is upset with what's going on, but there are some things we can't change about those we love, as sad as that might be. *Sigh*. In contrast to Ste and your situation, without my parents I couldn't be in this apartment with Delilah so I really don't know what I'd do without them. I'm sure someday they'll understand, but for now just have patience and be the strong one for the both of you :-)

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smileyscorpio May 23 2005, 15:13:52 UTC
The funny part is that my grandparents and Dad have all but bent over backward to help us out...and his parents would rather redo their bathroom and bedroom...and windows...etc...rather than help us. I just don't understand that you know?

I know he'll come around,I just hope it's not too late when he does finally...for both parties involved.

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supergirl69187 May 23 2005, 06:46:38 UTC
crap ma-man...i wish i could help somehow...i wish you had a car, and that you didnt have to pay almost $4000 to get him...i'm sorry i have no way to help, b/c i want to, i want you to have your car, i want you to be able to work i want you to be happy, and i cant do anything to help....i'm so sorry ma-man, i am so so sorry. this...is just...a shitty way to live(for you not me, i have no room to be saying that for myself)i wish i could help you....

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smileyscorpio May 23 2005, 13:11:08 UTC
sweety you have your own life to worry about, and I know that. Please don't feel bad b/c it won't help anything.

thank you very much for the sentiment though, it means a lot.

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gilraenfelagund May 23 2005, 07:48:46 UTC
Ahhhhhh...poor Holland...I'm very sorry you're going through all this...I wish I could help you somehow...=(

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smileyscorpio May 23 2005, 13:12:08 UTC
thanx...it's all good. Something has to happen soon...that's all there is to it. *shrug* a night sleeping on it and one canceled yellow cab later I'm just kinda numb...I'll prolly cry later today.

thanx though

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