And sometimes "today is the first day of the rest of your life." The point is that we make choices everyday sometimes they are the best thing you could have done and sometimes you just never know. I'm here and I'm willing to let life happen. Some people say you can't live your life like that, that you have to take charge and make things happen ( Read more... )

There it is believe it or not, I admit it. I don't know why I think the way I do or why I'm so stubborn. This is gonna be short and sweet. Someone said soemthing to me. Making me realize that for some reason probably as a result of my stubborn independance I have never really had anyone consistant in my life that I can depend on. When it's not ( Read more... )

or maybe it's the hormones... :-P I hate being a girl ( Read more... )

WHOA! If you read my last entry and have talked to me in the past three weeks you know how completely different my life is right now ( Read more... )

Oh man. That's like my life right now. I thought I was generally happy. But it's not really working out that way ( Read more... )

I was thinking tonight about someone that I saw who I havent seen in a long time, I'm talking probably 2 years. I used to hang out with a group of people who had the most unique relationship I have ever seen amongst a group of friends. Some of you will know who this is in reference to and I hope you see the analogy the same way I do. So anyway ( Read more... )

I hate when I get in certain moods. I remember I used to always be happy, I was sweet as pie. Honestly everyone was always like "you are the girl we call smiley" hence where I got the SN smiliest1 from my junior/senior year of high school. (god I cant believe that that was like 7 years ago) Now though I feel like I have been spoiled or something ( Read more... )

Well this is me trying to avoid taking a nap which will just make me more cranky and drowsy and less motivated :-P I know it has been awhile since I updated, I apologize. I just never seemed to be in the mood. Today I just happened to weigh my options and this was more fun than writing more cover letters for job applications or starting my final ( Read more... )

Wow am I tired! I feel good though. even though I just ate like a pig for dinner ;-) but the hour and a half a day I have been spending at the gym should make up for that. I love it! Let me tell you I have never worked out so hard...OK maybe occasionally during Rugby, but even then I wasn't consistent. A half an hour on the ellyptical, run a ( Read more... )

Since I was told yesterday that I'm not very good at keeping up with this thing I figured I'd update. :-) I never intended to write in this everyday peeps so I hope I ain't letting noone down! I'm feeling a little ghetto right now... I mean I am watching "Pimp My Ride" on MTV. It's kinda cool, I think I'm just jealous! Makes me realize that I ( Read more... )