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I bet all y'all are like what the crap melissa is actually updating!!! Well yes I am!!! It is the last day of classes meaning study study study for finals. I am so sad about everyone leaving. It is going to be so lonely here by myself. I mean Tia is here so that is good. I am so excited about living with Tia next year. Oh geez this entry is all ( Read more... )

Feeling like I put all this time and energy and heart into this situation and in the end I basically wasted all of that. I just felt so awful today. I was good this morning at church and I was ready but just thinking about last night and later today I just felt like crying. I don't want sympathy from anyone especially one certain person because she ( Read more... )

I realized tonight that I let my feelings get the best of me. I got jealous when I shouldn't have. I just need to realize that it will happen when God wants it to happen. Which means that He will have it happen when I am ready as well. Which means I need to not worry so much about when it is going to happen because well if I am worrying that means ( Read more... )

This is an update...for everyone that reads my LJ...it is quite funny because I haven't updated since...well...November...But here is the update ( Read more... )

Ok so this weekend was good. I had a lot of fun seeing old friends and watching 2 shows. But let me tell you that I am totally Willy Wonka'd out! After watching the show this weekend and watching the movie tonight...I think that is all the Willy Wonka I can handle for a while. I had fun hanging out with Tia ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing for a few days...but that is because I have been really really busy. But now that busy-ness is basically done ( Read more... )

Have you ever knew that what you were doing was not the best idea but still did it anyways??? Yeah that was me tonight...I didn't do anything extremely bad or whatnot...just something that I might have tried to avoid...but even though I think it wasn't right I still want to continue it...I know this is very vague...but I really don't want to get ( Read more... )

I think that I might keep up some with this whole updating thing. This one is going to be kind of short ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have written...so sit back and grab some coffee cause this is going to be a long one ( Read more... )