Well it has been absolutely forever since I last posted. To put it mildly.

The main reason is that I now have an "official" blog, over at papercutsandplastic.blogspot.com. I've been posting there when I get that writing urge, instead of here. I am going to leave this livejournal up, but I don't think I'll be posting on it anymore. If you really ( Read more... )

So I went to sleep last night at 7pm because I was so tired from my anthro paper all-nighter that I just passed out. So here I am, up at 6 and actually feeling pretty good about it. I'm almost never up this early, and a majority of the times I am it's because I'm still up. I want to be so productive; things are actually open, and I can get so much ( Read more... )

I wonder sometimes if I'm wasting my life away. I'll say it jokingly: "I'm going to go waste my life and watch mindless TV on the internet/play the Sims/sit and do nothing" but I actually mean it a lot of the time. This isn't something I value doing. It doesn't give me that much: it's not a huge stress relief or that entertaining. I don't need to ( Read more... )

me,myself and I in 150 questions! by klesaname: Alyssanickname: Spoonbirthday: 7/31height: 6'1"weight: I don't have a scalehair: red, todayeyes: blue/green/greyany piercings?: navel, earlobes, industrialtattoos?: eventuallyany siblings?: younger sister, older half brotherwhat do you like to wear?: jeans, fun t-shirts, costumes*favourite ( Read more... )

...is that it's frustrating. I don't deal with it well. I think it's, like, my Achilles heel. It's the thing that drags me down into a mood I can't get out of. I had been doing better, though. I'd been relatively sane in the face of a lot of frustration. This summer was immensely frustrating, but I made friends and enjoyed my job and read good ( Read more... )

Alyssa --

[adjective]:

Insatiable to the point of crazy

'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

I'm back at school. Funny how I haven't written on this thing since I was here last semester. I just didn't feel like I had that much to say over the summer. I was just working a lot. Trés exciting. But now I'm back at UR, and it's really really nice to be at college again. I'd kind of forgotten what it was like, that sort of fierce enjoyment of ( Read more... )

So I think I have ADD. Like, have had. All along. Kind of is a mind blowing thing, because as soon as I said "Hey, Morgan, I think I have ADD" and he said "Um, yeah," everything suddenly made so much more sense ( Read more... )

So remember my last entry? I was productive and content for, like, one day. And while that meant I got some stuff done, that doesn't help me much since I've got tons more to do. And no motivation or energy. Sigh. I need to dredge some up and just get through then next few weeks, then I can go home and rest some ( Read more... )