I can't believe I'll be 18 in a few months. How disturbing. Everyone around me is growing up, and I'm stuck in a rut. Not intellectually, oh no, at times I feel so old, so weary, I might just sleep forever. I can't relate to my peers. People seem so transparent. But emotionally, what a mess. I've been "self-injuring" (to euphemise it) for quite a
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