so today i was walking to the bus stop to go to school. i decided to have time in prayer as i walked. now i know i shouldn't just give God my free time but make time for Him, but i figured this was better than nothing. lately i've been so distracted by so many things that i haven't been giving Him the time He deserves. i know this wasn't your ( Read more... )

what do u do when your heart tells u 1 thing & your head tells u another. which 1 is truth, or is both a lie. does the truth lie in a 3rd party, perhaps your spirit. but what if your spirit isn't insync w/ God's, where the real truth lies. what happens when u can't hear Him speaking His truth, so u try 2 rely on your own, what u believe is truth. i ( Read more... )

so lately you've probably noticed that i've just had entries about what i've been up 2. well it's time 4 a what i've been goin through entry. last nite i came to the realization that i haven't been talking 2 any1 about how i feel or what i've been thinking. & that i haven't really had a good cry recently, that i haven't really cried at all. & that' ( Read more... )

yeah it's almost 4 am and i'm just getting home.  so i'm filling in for sherry as amber in the creature castle.  and i've had less then a week to learn 1 of the biggest parts in the play.  wow, i'll tell ya, wow.  2nite, or i guess i should say last nite now, was our first show.  every1 kept saying we did great.  but there was this 1 part i really ( Read more... )

today i went bowling.  i bowled a 164, 100 & 141, YEA ME!!!!  it was fun it's been awhile since i bowled.  then afterwards we went to national.  then i went back to valerie's to have a mini family guy marathon.  "chirstians don't believe in gravity"  lol good times.  met valerie's bf, ron, i mean jack, sorry. lol, jk, jk.  well g2g 2 bed, got ( Read more... )

yeah it's october and it's snowing. what's wrong with this picture? & since it's michigan it's not like anywhere else when it snows..... it starts with flurries, then it starts 2 really come down, then it starts 2 get brighter like the sun is comming out, but it still looks like a blizzard, then it stops, then it starts again, then it stops & the ( Read more... )

just a quick entry. schools going good, just basic stuff right now (hand & arm massages, polishing, manicures).
right now i'm on the phone w/ jeffrey who's on the phone w/ chasity. yeah ur probably thinkin 3 way, but no, he's using 2 phones, lol. weird huh? well g2g, l8er dayz.

yeah so the past couple of nites i hung out w/ melissa & mike w/ the addition of kayla on fri nite.  we played pool 4 a bit on fri that was fun.  but then we started taking pix & videos, that was really funny.  melissa got a video of me atemptin 2 keep a hula hoop up.  totally unsuccessful.  but very amuzing.  we didn't really do much 2day though ( Read more... )

yes i know it's been awhile, like 6 monthes.  but it makes it easier 2 update when u have your own computer.  soooo...... what's new w/ me?  well i went back 2 school.  yeah me!!!! (she says as she claps her hands excitedly)  sry, any1 who watches disney channel will get that.  i started monday.  it was interestin.  i was actin all shy, & that's ( Read more... )

so yeah pretty much still confused. but i'm still praying. i've been answered, i'm supposed 2 just trust Him. well, i do, but ya know since i over analyze everything, over think everything & i'm all about details that answer just didn't seem 2 cut it. i needed 2 hear it but i guess it's not what i wanted 2 hear. well, it's not really that i ( Read more... )