this sat is our mystery dinner theater. i'm worried that it's not gonna b that good. we're so unprepared, considering our 1st real practice was just this mon & we had people added this wed. i think some people r goin 2 b messing up the girls names since a few guy characters were changed in2 girls (since there r so many in the youth group). i ( Read more... )

it's gonna b a full weekend.  tomorrow melissa plays soccer so i go w/ her 2 watch, plus there's some hot guys 2 check out.  then sat is the winterjam concert. woot! woot!  toby mac, tait, building 429, etc.  it's gonna b great, melissa is paying 4 my ticket since i helped clean her apartment.  then sun is, well y'all know what sun is.  church, i ( Read more... )

2day was a long day. i finally seen lord of the rings. i borrowed it from ann. it was pretty good. she won't let me borrow the next 1 until i return that 1 though. i went 2 church, of course. we sang "the voice of truth", by my suggestion. i love that song. it was so funny, i tried 2 give krissy a piggy back ride. i guess i wasn't ready, sorry ( Read more... )

i don't understand some people. what does it take 4 people 2 turn 2 God. 2 lay down all there problems, all there sorrows, every burden. that's what He wants us 2 do. i know i've been there b4 also. but i'm not there anymore. & i never want 2 go back there. i've come 2 realize that i need Him, more than anything. i had 2 surrender it all or i ( Read more... )

i'm tired but i want 2 add an entry cuz idk when i'll get another chance. notice my subject? it's a title of a casting crowns song. idk if y'all heard it b4 but it's a song that really makes u think about how u witness 4 God. here it is ( Read more... )

i don't really feel like writing a real entry. there's 2 much on my mind right now 2 type. i don't want carpal tunnel syndrome ( Read more... )

yeah it's almost 4am & i'm writing in my journal. i just talked 2 josh 4 over 3 hours. i wish i could talk 2 other guys that long. i guess it's easier when ur not nervous cuz u like the guy. i didn't really get 2 talk 2 any1 else online that 4 that long. i talked 2 chasity 4 a bit & tim & i pretty much just got 2 say hi 2 meli & melissa h ( Read more... )

yesterday i got a flaming hot cheeto in my eye. i tell u what, OW!! u know how when the bag has nothing but crumbs left and u tip it over 2 pour it in your mouth? well i do that all the time, & the 1 time i get a crumb in my eye it had 2 b a flaming hot cheeto ( Read more... )

i don't know where 2 start. new year's eve was great, 4 the most part. new year's day was when things clicked & i lost it. some things happened that shouldn't have happened but it needed 2 happen. i needed it 2 open my eyes. i was stuck in my own little dream world. my focus was not where it needed 2 b. i had a 1 track mind & it wasn't all ( Read more... )

i'll try 2 keep this short & sweet. i had a lot of fun when we went 2 frankenmuth & @ the christmas party last wed. even though u weren't there val. i missed the rest of u 2(meli, laura, timmy) sorry u couldn't b there. i hope u had fun in NC val. i missed not talking 2 u. but i think we've made up 4 it yesterday & 2day, we talked 4 a total of ( Read more... )