Wow...tomorrow will be our 1 year anniversary. I can't belive it. I don't even know where to begin to explain how much I love him.

10 Firsts ( Read more... )

So...it's been a pretty busy couple of weeks. Let's re-cap, shall we ( Read more... )

Ooookay, should I wear my Rocky Horror Picture Show t-shirt or should I wear my blue shirt with the glow in the dark constellations on it to the My Chemical Romance concert? Ahhh…the decisions ( Read more... )

Oh crap...it's only 1230. I don't even know how I managed to get through the past 6 1/2 hours. I hate work. A LOT. I just want to go home, not home...but home-home...Florida home. I just want to go to the beach and hang out with Will and my friends and have nothing to worry about. I really miss it sometimes. I just miss the south in general ( Read more... )

I have realized that one of my nagging problems is my inability to let go of the past. I am plagued with the constant thoughts of, "would've, could've, should've." Why can't I just let go of the mistakes/choices I have made and the missed opportunities? I know I am human, but it really brings me down. Why can't I see that even with negatives I have ( Read more... )

My friend Davis left this morning. It was really great seeing her, I've missed her so much. It was really well needed. We had a blast and I hope it's not another year before we see each other again. I wasn't as sad this time b/c I know I'll see her again. Being in the military you meet some great friends, but you know you'll never see most of them ( Read more... )

I hate the way I have been lately, I can't even stand to be in my own skin. Who is thi sperson I am becoming. Where is "me?" The me who is happy and people can tolerate being around? Why am I letting things that are out of my control get the best of me? I hate the fact that I feel like I am pushing the one person who should be closer to me than ( Read more... )

So, since my friend who is stationed at Yukota, Japan is visiting us this weekend we decided that a group of us are going to Howl-O-Scream at Williamsburg Busch Gardens. I have to admit, I am already starting to have panic attacks and anxiety already. Why do I put myself through this torture? It is going to be awesome!!! But, It's not going to be ( Read more... )

Things to do ( Read more... )