New look on LJ, Xanga and MySpace...and also a new look on life itself in general...lets just say a few good slaps in the face can prove to be quite jarring...some things will never change about me, but I will attempt to be more outgoing, less solitary, more fun and more forgiving of things that have happened to me in the past. There are things ( Read more... )

long time no see.......bored to death a bit sad but happy none the less....its for the best...better update later

Decided to update....random poem i thought up ( Read more... )

Sweat slithers sinuously down over my forehead, hot and greasy against chilled skin. My hands are splayed out on either side of me, as are my bare toes, pressed down on the opposite twin ledges of cold metal. I'm high up, see, spreadeagled between two steel rafters. I can feel the ceiling pushing down against my arched back, reminding me that this ( Read more... )

So, the other day I was thinking about how people interpret love. No, not romantic love, but the love you feel from a friend or a parent that lets you know that they truly care for you. A caring, understanding love. Everyone has a different understanding of love. A different ‘language’ so to speak ( Read more... )

hmmm.....so bored....so sick...gah

i'm sick i do believe...i have to use the bathroom every 5 minutes and the places where my kidneys are hurts all the time...last night i was crying over the pain.....and my right side all the way up hurts too....i scared Patrick last night b/c i was crying about it hurting...i dont feel good at all

The explosion of our bodies causes poetry to fall from the sky, & your eyes keep sending signals to my heart that are so promising it forgets to beat.
I want to carve our initials into every tree & ride the ferris wheel to the top just to scream out to the world that I am in love!

I have something going for me, & it hasn't been this way in years. Let ( Read more... )

What else is there left to say? Am I more than you bargained for yet It's funny; for a second, I almost felt important. I almost felt beautiful again. I guess I finally get it now.

I GRADUATE TOMORROW NIGHT AT 8!!!! EVERYBODY IS INVITED THAT CARES TO COME!!!!!!!