Feeling's of mis-trust, I won't let you get the best of me, no more tears or sorrow, I know who's better in the end, your strength's come in waves that seem to wash up and dry out, my faith is what keeps me strong and over-powering, yet times I forget and misplace what matters most. In the end we will all be judged, karma alway's come back. I won't ( Read more... )

The love of god is like the ocean....you can see it's beginning but not it's end!

Alright for you magic few who read this here's what's been goin on, the short version of my life lately. Mainly school, school, and school, its not too hard just a lot of work to do. The love life is going well tho, mike is as sweet as pie, such a southern boy gentlemen, he's for real so we'll see where it all goes. I'm still on the whole notion ( Read more... )

Holler- well im back in cope and the action has begun. The weather is freezing as ever but managable and kinda nice to have the change, lets just hope it doesn't last forever. I'm proud of myself, I've gone out like three nights in a row and the weekend isn't here yet but this semester my motto is truly gonna be- work hard and play hard and i mean ( Read more... )

So I can't believe I fly back tomarrow, it's already been one month. Sure doesn't feel like it at all. I've had some fun but I've also had better days, my decision to come was a good one though. After spending as much time with keahi as I have, tonight was definitely the hardest for me. We were sitting there watching t.v. and chatting and the whole ( Read more... )

So how's it gonna be, nobody ever knows. It's gonna be different, wierd even, this shock that will doom in and over me. Each day a new painting, different colors, setting, and backround. A masterpiece of selection, if only it all could be mine. I'll go the extra mile to see the sunset, eyes of the heart, and watch the days pass us on by. We can get ( Read more... )

I have absolutely no idea why I am still in some sort of contact with like every guy I have ever dated. It's crazy I mean I can think of minimally 1-2 that I don't have numbers for because theyhave moved or whatnot, but I mean seriousley why do I do it? Am I holding onto something, can I just not let it go, can they just not let it go? I mean ( Read more... )

Lately I have just been reflecting on my past few months here, when I ride the bus or just walk around and look at my surroundings it still feels like the first time. It's just so pretty and new and interesting. I truly do like it here a lot, I mean I couldn't settle just here, but I feel lucky I guess. I have fallen in love here, with the city ( Read more... )

We always wanna be something were not, is anyone in the world ever completely content with who they are they their never jealous or wanting more out of something? I feel guilty when I wish for something thats not me, thats never even going to be me. In that moment of jealousy I forget what Im all about and what I have been taught, and then by ( Read more... )

I´m doin alright...for now. I´m done being upset about stupid things and ready to move on and just get shit done. I´m here for a reason, it was my choice to come and I need to make do with what I have for the moment. I´m going to let go of the things I can´t change or do anything about and live for me, my life. I somehow forgot about my passions ( Read more... )