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I hate depression sooo much.

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I'm so blah today. Work at 3:30, then nothing after.

I kind of feel like a zombie... just wandering around, no purpose.

I over analyze everything. I'm constantly paranoid.

Bleh.

Tuesday my friend Liam imed me from an internet cafe in Bagdhad, Iraq.

He's not coming home for a while.

It just made me realize for the first time how real the war is. While we're off living our mundane existences, he gets up every morning knowing his goal is to shoot someone and possibly kill someone.

It's stating the obvious, I know. But have you ( Read more... )

 JOHN EDWARDS SECOND IN IOWA!!!

COME ONNNNNNNNNN NEW HAMPSHIRE! MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE!!!

I don't get why I just can't be happy.

I feel like everytime I get happy, I remind myself that I'm happy and then I think of what happened this fall. I'm never going to forgive myself for what I did. I'm never going to let myself be happy.

I pray for the time when I can officially just put this all behind me.

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