I have decided to start a new lj account. One that will be open, not friends only (for the most part). I am hoping to start analyzing and redoing myself over this break. I'm tired of me and I feel in a rut. I need to figure out what I'm all about at this point in my life. I want to cut the strings, and so, add me at ajna_chakra. In case you're ( Read more... )

So I cried on the phone with the boy who is still determinedly cheerful for my sake and then I at long last did some tarot cards....and I feel better. Not that I learned anything I didn't know....they just help somehow. Gonna wait it out...

I'm not ready to go back. I don't think I ever will be. This year sucks. Period. There's way too much pressure. It's like so much is riding on this...and I just want to sleep away the days. Everything I want is compromised and I can't really do anything about it because that's just the way it is. Oh well. Too bad. How much can one person change, ( Read more... )

A very interesting study of various drugs' effects on spider webs...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=sHzdsFiBbFc

Ok so I recently got myself involved with the notion that I would like an iPod and I liked the idea so much, that I went out two days ago and bought myself one. It's a white (I wanted black originally, but they were out and I was too impatient and didn't care that much) 30GB video. I haven't got any videos on it yet because the internet's down on ( Read more... )

Let down and hanging around...

Whenever I actually have time to stop and think, I end up realizing how much I hate everything. Damn.

We're all divided.


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Why am I so foreign?

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Last night the sudden fear surfaced that I'm letting things pass me by. Of course I'm enjoying life and trying to savour the moments, but everything flies by so quickly that I'm afraid I'll only realize how great everything is when I've moved on to a new stage, and my memories of now will quickly fade. I can save these moments in photos. I can ( Read more... )

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Here are the rest of the photos for my photog project. I've actually got I think 2 others, but they're nothing special. Just good for some bonus marks. These ones are a little closer unfortunately haha.


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