my hotel year is also going to be here saturday. awwww shiitt.

oh man, oh man, oh man. two upcoming ofmeansandends shows. i still have a complete boner from the last time i saw them.

brandon is possibly going to the july 30th show. but after searching on their web site, alas, i found that i had skipped over a june 26th show.

i must go. let me know if you are intested. maybe i will just force matt to go.

yesterday was an amazingly strange day. but i thoroughly enjoyed my day with jackson amidst all the sex talks ( Read more... )

i think i may be growing weary of this whole not really a relationship thing. even more so than before. i find myself kind of wanting a real boyfriend. real in the sense that i would actually talk to this person about things and feel committed to them ( Read more... )

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JAMES JACKSON SHAVED OFF HIS FACIAL HAIR!!

this beyond freaked me out when he walked into my house tonight. i refuse to get used to it. grow back now. everyone pray for a speedy regrowth.

livejournal and boys sometimes make me want to slit my fucking wrists.

that aside, gabby and i went to the library today. we are beside ourselves with lameness. then we went back to my house to await our bitches' return from their weekend excursion.

my like/dislike relationship with matt continues.

too bad fallin is an uber-slut.

i am so tired/sick as shit. as i was yesterday when i got piercing #2. rick, as always, rocked my world. i would marry him if i had any inclination to get married.

christian went with me. i made him hold my hand and he laughed at me for being such a wuss.

when i finally got home this morning, AT 8 (matt was pretty late to work and had to go get ( Read more... )

good night tonight. made plans for future 'hanging out' with fallin ( Read more... )

gabby and i literally worked on james and matt two hours in hopes of getting to see lizzie maguire, but to no avail. matt was willing though. we would have had him. grrrr. alas, we got stuck seeing bruce almighty (b-e-a uutiful!). we didnt pay though, and they hated it so bahahaha ( Read more... )