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"Absolutely horrified....are you satisfied?"
this song is so good.
this week has been awful. I spent last night watching my best friend clutch a toilet seat drunkenly vomitting her guts out and sobbing while i attempted to help but was totally stoned myself.
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I basically abandoned this journal ( Read more... ) -
I think i'd prefer not to be rescued.
last night i went for a long walk in the neighborhood alone-common enough-but it was colder than usual, and the stars were out, seemed unusually bright and clustered directly above my head, dipped in the center of the sky as the rest of it faded murkily into the light of the city and the suburbs. I spent a long time just staring, staring as i ( Read more... ) -
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on saturday i got stoned on some guy's porch and then went to sleep listening to Primus and thinking about death. It made me so calm, and tired. The latter being something i'm very familiar with, the former something relatively rare ( Read more... ) -
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so.
bye-bye boyfriend.
oh well.
This school year has, within the space of a month, already produced enough shit to compose an entire season of a really-bad-yet -wierdly-popular teenage soap on the CW. kind of makes me wish i had a video camera, eh?
I'm reading To Kill A Mockingbird again...I need a library card. I'm thinking about giving Ernest ( Read more... ) -
"I'm going back to the stars.."
InsomniaInsomniaInsomniaInsomniaiNSOMNIA
i'll have to stay up all night now. maybe i'll watch fight club...again?
this song has been on repeat for 2.5 hours
I kind of want Hilary Clinton to win the presidency just because she's a woman.
I already know i'm unethical.
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today was almost the worst bloody day in the history of my life. like, maybe in 3rd or even 2nd place for the title.
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"I hate the shape of things to come..."
School starts in a few weeks. And I'd rather impale myself on the flagpole outside the noble institution of learning that is my new ghetto public high school than return to it ( Read more... ) -
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so, after watching a lot of different options sort of dance on past me, attempting to entice, after following a few for a few footsteps and few for a few more, I've come to the conclusion...
again
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Life is much too long.