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Hi Livejournal. What's up. I'm kind of on Tumblr right now and I never meant it to be a serious thing, but Tumblr is easy. You just reblog stuff. You don't even have to post. Which is why a) I didn't think I'd get into Tumblr, and b) Why I'm now into Tumblr

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[nebulia]

First: You are awesome. And wonderful. And also I miss you lots and lots.

Secondly: I want to change colleges, partially because I don't like it here and partially because I feel like I should have gotten some kind of trial run before starting something of this magnitude.

My roommate is a transfer student and she is so completely glad she did it. Don't be afraid to transfer if you want to. It's perfectly acceptable, and it might make you happier. :D If you do want to transfer, you have my full support.

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I want to transfer but it is a Big Scary Process and I am a bit worried that transferring is a way of saying "Oh, this place is the problem, if I go somewhere else I won't have problems." But I am still doing it because nothing ventured is nothing gained and I don't want to spend another year in scenic North Adams, home of the nothing and also nothing.

OHAY WHAT'S UP

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i feel like if you transfer, you'll still have problems but you'll be happier, if that makes sense.

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Yeah I feel the same. I think a lot of my immediate problems WILL be made better by transferring, and I've had a lot of time to think about what I want to do differently at a new school.

[awesomestest_mo]

i know so many people who want to transfer. you should come to hampshire. lots of creative writing going on here.

also i left a message for you on skype but idk when you'll get to it. who's rainbowinyoursky on tumblr? jw, cause they reblogged some stuff of mine and i know you follow them.

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I really want to go somewhere urban next year. This small-town atmosphere is basically... those brain slugs, from Futurama? Like that.

Umm I'm not sure. It might be Nef from BHS?

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yeah, i know it's not for some people but at least amherst has northampton nearby with lots of shops and restaurants. and if you come here you can take classes at any of the other 4 college here. we have cute farm animals too. oh, and almost every one smokes and/or drinks and everyone is super cool and creative and you do whatever you want (academically) and the profs are supportive and don't think you're weird. my english teacher is so cute, she has framed pictures of her cats in her office and her bookshelves take up a whole wall and she thinks bob's burgers is hilarious. she sent us an email with the hulu link to everyone in the class.

sorry if i'm too omghampshireloveitCOMEHERE

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I never really considered Hampshire before, but that sounds nice, especially with the options of taking classes at other schools. :o

[chocolate_frapp]

oo, i don't like that clingy crap either. not cool.

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I think I can either be totally oversaturated with someone and talk to no one but them for days on end, or people make me slightly uncomfortable and I need my space. The middle ground is I am an unhappy crazy person.

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But you're an amazing writer, seriously. Stop questioning it. I know, that's easier said than done...

...Would you send me your tumblr url? :D

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Also: Hooray, you're alive! /o/

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monstermiss.tumblr.com

Yes I am very much alive. And thank you, I appreciate it. Although I think now that I'm writing less often, my skillz are going downhill.

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You're welcome! :)

Uh-oh. D: Same with me and drawing skills. The consequence is that I started to make myself immense pressure. Of course most stupid thing I could do to kill all drive.

I wish you all the best and hope you get out of this low soon.<3