It's strange how things are meant to unravel.... the thoughts that I am forced to think each and everyday and wonder how these thoughts enter my head and figure out why they came to that conclusion. I am forced to think about things that I try to avoid. AKA- trying to figure out how my heart works and betrays me. But I guess that if we all knew ( Read more... )

this is my sophomore year of college. I have not writtn anything in almost a year... I am writing right because I now see how much of a failure I am at life and now I see what my future is... So honestly what is the point of my existance?

ALL I SEE IS NIGHT

All I see is night
blackness, death, and decay
My world turns dark as the blood red sunset ( Read more... )

I spoke to him this morning. I need closure to all of this. I can go on without knowing the truth. I mean youd think after a year that i would have the strength and courage to face it all and overcome it. Truth is i have only been masking it and I finally see that. He said he would call when school was out just because he said he was going to be ( Read more... )

I AM HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUMMER IS ALMOST HEREEEE!!!!!!! YAYYYYYY!!!!!! Last few days of Classes!!!!!

I COME MAY 8!! MARK IT DOWN

I really feel like a total ass. I knew that was gonna happen. Why did I even bother? Now I feel like a coomplete asshole....

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE!!!!!! Naughty 19.. bwahahahaha

I had the most amazing time last!!!! I went to Woody's with Britt and it was the most amazing time ever!!! we started dancing and shit and like then this mad skeevy girl was watching us. Then I ran into AILEEN AND THAT WAS THE FUCKING BEST!!!!!!!!! We freaking go to the same college and live like waht 100 ft apart and we never hung out. it was soo ( Read more... )

im astounded..... im wearing shorts......... when was the last we were able to do that? minus that one random day when it was like 77 degress out...... wow im amazed by this ability to wear short and I'm a lil hyper from the coffee.... excuse while i attempt to fly....

I am so fucking pissed off its not even imaginable..... how the fuck can you do something that fucking stupid and irresponsible? that is sickening and im so fucking disappointed and outraged in you. i do not even kno what to think right now.....