Has anyone ever asked you to describe yourself? Have you always had an issue answering this ( Read more... )

"Because all of the stars have faded away, just try not to worry, they'll be there someday ( Read more... )

My life grows tiresome. 6 months now I've been off work. A lot has changed for me within the last month.

I want to send out a special thank you to Joey and Erica. They've been the best friends I could ever ask for. I love them with all my heart.

I finally got my last payment from EI, that was nice. I finally gave my mother some money for putting up ( Read more... )

Christmas is done and gone. Not that I ever really felt that it was here ( Read more... )

I now fully understand where I am, and where I shouldn't be.

For the last month i've been staying up all night and not going to sleep until 6-7am.

It sucks.

My head gets cloudy, sometimes it feels like it's on fire. I put it into these words to describe how it feels:
 It's like there's something camping out in my head. Roasting bits of my brain over a ( Read more... )

The progress I've made has only shattered again. I can't help but cry, and it hurts far too much. No longer will I express myself from my heart as it seems every single time I do, it works out for no one, especially not for me.

I will go cry now as I say goodbye. I will still have the dreams.

They love me like I was a brother
They protect me, listen ( Read more... )

I was writing in notepad last night before going to bed, and by the time I woke up this morning, Twiggy had left me a message ( Read more... )

It's difficult. One minute, I feel fine. The next, I don't.

Tonight, it's terrible.

Not only can't I stop thinking, I can't stop hurting.

I'm aching from head to toe. Inside and out.

My head, pounding as it normally does. Nothing helps. Thinking, definitely doesn't help.

I have come to hate my brain. So much.

Each day that comes, I don't feel any ( Read more... )

Cursed with a love that you can't express
It's not for a fuck, or a kiss
Rather give the world away
than wake up lonely
Everywhere in everyway
I see you with me

Crowd surf off a cliff
Land out on the ice
Crowd surf off to sea
float towards the beach

If you find me,
hide me,
I don't know where I've been

Are we breathing? 
are we breathing?
are we wasting ( Read more... )

As defined by Websters dictionary, a state of happiness and well-being.

Has anyone ever really experienced this?

I wish I could say that I have experienced it. If only for a short time.

It seems as life trails on, the days grow crappier and crappier. But why? Where is my Euphoria?

How terrible is it that I can't feel any shred of happiness within me ( Read more... )