i want to meet someone. i want to be excited about love. and be able to forget about the fear that is constantly looming overhead.

im fucked ( Read more... )

the sky seems clearer,
dark bruding clouds
masking the largest ceiling of blue
have been chased away
problems seem senseless
the air has returned
my lungs have a niche again
finally i can breathe
vanity, is washed away by waves of assurance
im finally at ease with myself

i am a regurgitation of my aim ( Read more... )

Nights always make me lonley. I dont know why. Most of the time i just go to bed to escape feeling this way. I miss everything. I fuck everything up. I am nothing to many people. I am something to a few. I dont care for this stress any longer. I dont care for the way i feel retched ( Read more... )

All eyes on the calendar ( Read more... )

I am a fucking coward.

Time started: 1:13 AM ( Read more... )

We wont ever be together. There are so many girls clawing for his attention, most of them better than me. I am a mere shadow, but i always tend to be. I'm just a shy girl, and i dont fight for attention. I usually let others take what i want, so this wont be an exception. Im just disappointed in myself if anything. I just cant get myself to tell ( Read more... )

I will never be as beautiful,
I will never be as daring,
I will never be as confident,
I will never be as exciting,
I will never be as interesting,
I will never be as fun,
I will never be outgoing,
I will never be how I am sure he’d dream of me.