oooh yeah. well it happens. super horny. uh oh. ha.

i'm on a drunken rampage.

it's only 5am.

booty call fell through.

pshh.

wow i need to have sex like that way more often. it's been awhile.

usual. i'm depressed. it's an everyday thing. i'm used to it. but my dreams have been so sexual as of late. real sexual. drives me crazy. makes me do and say things i'm really not used to doing or saying. no excuse. but i'm up for random hook ups. it's...an odd feeling...but...i don't hate it.

oh christ how i can't even begin to grasp this. i've been drunk for the pat 8 days. literally. drunk. for more than a week. i'm drunk now. yes. i am ( Read more... )

I've given up on finding something or someone that makes me happy. It's not in cards for me ( Read more... )

My writing is almost non-existent. The other night I tried writing a few poems and I didn't even feel it in me. I muddled through them, but I'm not happy with them. I'm stuck in this position that I cannot get myself out of. I can't find a reason to motivate myself. The sad part is I know there is one thing that should motivate me. That's the ( Read more... )

Another year is getting ready to end. Another wasted year. I'm still stuck in this position of not knowing what it is I want to do. I can't find a way to care about anything that would be good for me ( Read more... )

every day is killing me harder.

i have no creativity. not anymore.