This is the last chapter before vacation. After this, I'll be posting a chapter every few days because there are 11 more to go and I want to be done by Christmas.
I really shouldn't read this as I'm already very depressed myself, but it's so good, so heartbreaking *sighs* Especially loved that line You don’t want to be part of this life, Jack. I’m not good, not good at all Please, tell me that they will end up together... and that “I didn’t know I’d fall in love with you.” just broke my heart (but in a good way).Thanks *jumps to the other chapters*
First, I'm sorry you're depressed, and maybe friendship will help that? Second, this is a Christmas fic. You don't know me well enough yet to know this, but there is NO WAY I would let a Christmas fic end up sad. It's gonna end so happy you just might get a sugar hangover. Um, not to spoil the ending or anything. ;) But those two poor guys are so messed up it takes a lot of work to get them where I want 'em to be, so thank you for being patient. :)
I don't have much for this chapter, other than so much pain for Jack, and I have to say: I didn't believe you'd let Sawyer tell him that much. I guess he had to, but still…
I'm struggling with that stuff myself for my Sawyer/Sun series. Sawyer wants to tell her about his past, but I don't think he'll tell her he killed somebody. I feel like all this truth is necessary, but how will Jack forgive him?
I didn't believe you'd let Sawyer tell him that much.
I think that Sawyer thought that the only way to guard the *real* lie, the one that kept Jack's mother out of it, was to tell the partial truth. He hoped it would be bad enough that it would drive Jack away without the most brutal part of it having to come out.
And forgiveness is a tough one for Jack. Did he ever learn to forgive Christian? And Christian killed negligently; Sawyer admitted to premeditated murder. Jack is going to have to go through some changes, that's for sure.
Thank you for still reading. I know this has been a tough part. ♥
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Please, tell me that they will end up together... and that “I didn’t know I’d fall in love with you.” just broke my heart (but in a good way).Thanks *jumps to the other chapters*
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I'm struggling with that stuff myself for my Sawyer/Sun series. Sawyer wants to tell her about his past, but I don't think he'll tell her he killed somebody. I feel like all this truth is necessary, but how will Jack forgive him?
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I think that Sawyer thought that the only way to guard the *real* lie, the one that kept Jack's mother out of it, was to tell the partial truth. He hoped it would be bad enough that it would drive Jack away without the most brutal part of it having to come out.
And forgiveness is a tough one for Jack. Did he ever learn to forgive Christian? And Christian killed negligently; Sawyer admitted to premeditated murder. Jack is going to have to go through some changes, that's for sure.
Thank you for still reading. I know this has been a tough part. ♥
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