YEA WELL MY OLD FRIENDS ARE FUCKERS. YEA SO I THINK ITS TIME TO MOVE ON AND GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM. THEY ARE DRIVIN ME CRAZY. TIME FOR SOME NEW PEOPLE TO HANG OUT WITH. OH WELL. GOT A NEW JOURNAL. STREET__DREAMS. LOOK AT IT FUCKERS.

well havent really updated in a long time so yea, im real real bored, got home like 2 hours ago, theres like nothing on tv, so its all fun in this shit hole. I went to sams house, she fucked kyle once again. maybe kayleigh was right that she fucks everything she sees. but whatever she is nasty anyways. Then after that i went to lindsey's and talked ( Read more... )

yea so i have to go to school tomarrow and its like summer wich really really sucks ass! yea so my friend megan came down from florida to see me so that was fun to hang out and chill with her. i also peirced her belly button so that was fun. well it was kinda gross but oh well whatever. not my problem. oh well. but yea i have just descoverd that ( Read more... )

thank you kayleigh for that nasty layout! thank you! it was definetly differnet! thank you! NOT!!! now time to change this shit!

i hope that there is no cross-breeze in the classroom, cuz my skirt will go flying up and everyone will look at my bum! not a pretty sit! oh my! cuz i am wereing like a sling shot for underwear. heheheh! i just hope that there is no cross-breeze in the classroom. cuz i dont want people to see my behind! oh nooooooo!t

im home right now fun fun! but whatever. im talkin to lindsey right now! fun fun! she is tellin me about her secret that she has been keepin to herself. and its sad. it makes me want to cry. me and lindsey have many similartys, i meen, lindsey is going through such a ruff time right now, and her brother OMG HE IS A DICK HEAD! he treats lindseys mom ( Read more... )

Is this it? Is this how my life is going to be? Confused? Angry at myself? Crushed? Hurt? Sad? Dead and tired? Sleepy? Why do i live the way i live? Why do i carry on the way i do? I see all my friends going on, leaving to other schools. But me.. mmmhm lets think... I stay and stay the way i am and never change for the better. I stay the bad self ( Read more... )

He was my everything, i never gave it much thought ( Read more... )

i dont know why i cry so much? why is this? I cry so much i just do it cuz i can, it just comes, i dont feel hurt anymore or pain,i guess you could say that i am numb. Only one boy made me feel this way, josh rogers, he has made me cry so many times. I cry all the time. It just comes it just wont stop flowing. I do it cuz i feel sad or i am really ( Read more... )

i am feeling like crap today! all i am feeling is pain and lots of it! boyz i meen what can i say they make me feel like crap! i have cried so much that i dont know what happy feels like! i always cry, i have cried so many tears i could form a sea! its crazy! i dont know why i chase josh like i do cuz he doenst really care about me at all, and if ( Read more... )