well.. here i am again. right now i have no job. i will prolly again tomorrow. i have to call thade. yippie.. not.. newho. my brother gave me his bronco.. sweet action there baby!!! man i want his eclipse soooo bad, its fuckin hot! newho.. ya ive been so fucking bored since ive been job less. and honestly i dont want my old job back. but i might ( Read more... )

so sunny and vince took me to my first strip club last night ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GAH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. LARRY IS DIVING ME FUCKING NUTS. NUTS I SWEAR!!! I HATE HOW HE COMES AROUND ME AND HUGS ME LIKE ( Read more... )

my ex fiance if back in my life. which makes me a bit happier i guess. i guess u could say were somewhat working shit out. im so much in love with him that its crazy. im even willing to bend the rules some..but he doesnt want that. things are better and its good. i have to hold back on wanting to kiss him tho. which is very hard. all i want to do ( Read more... )

day one of being single.. ya he dumped me to day. blah. why do i go into these relationships that turn to shit to quick? is it me? i think it is. i always choose the guys who hurt me. its like a fuckin curse. and all the guys who are good for me that i could possibly like live to fucking far away. im doomed to be a old lady with cats. its my place ( Read more... )

WASSUP BITCHES!!!!!!!!! oo ya im back!!!!! dayum its been like a year almost.. whee!!!!! hmm.. what to wrte bout.. hmmmm.. lets c.. since my last entry.. i dated larry.. dumped him due to him and drugs.. waste of my tim ei guess..... i got fishies!!!! and a kitten.. shes sooo cute!! ummmm im with john now. currently pissed at him. im working at ( Read more... )

ive noticed something... i alwayz end up havin man probs ( Read more... )

well.. my baby is home.. ya.. jesse is back from basic.. im really happy about it to.. even tho i kno hes leaving again.. but im happy. hes home.. i got to see him yesterday.. and he called me this morning.. right now hes on post.. *smiles* im happy.. i am. yay! steph is driving down tomorrow.. and then me.. her and britt leave monday nite for ( Read more... )

hehe right now im listening to beck and eating pizza. im content for now... heheh........... ya.. steph woke me up this morning. she called me and she was hyper from dr. pepper.. oi.. her and sugary stuff is bad.. lol.. so lets c.. other news.. i have to get a job.. im not in school anymore til next school year. ya.. umm thats bout it.. i guess.. o ( Read more... )

blah... things change to much within under a week.. its sometimes amazing... ya i just got off the phone with one of my friends that i hadnt talked to in a while rite.. my friend karinne.. i hadnt talked to her since i was @ Service H.S. which was like close to a month ago.. ya i guess a lot has changed.. i guess that school has gone to hell.. the ( Read more... )