you know its amazing how you grow to know someone to well and then all of a sudden you wake up one day and you dont get a long with them as well as u did before. thats how i feel today.. ive been thinking bout the past. my ex wants me to go back out with him. but ive been under a lot of stress latly with the whole colin thing.. and jesse leaving ( Read more... )

you love me, you leave me
you say that you still need me
you come back, you leave me
you still stay that you love me
im waiting
still waiting
for you to say those words again
the ones that i know
you love me
you need me
you leave me

*sighs* i got to talk to colin finally... i havent been able to for a while... cuz hes in jail.. long story. not gunna go into it.. *sigh* i miss him tho. and i get to see him tomorrow! yay!!!!! :) damn i miss him a lot.. but newho ( Read more... )

*sighs* well today i wrote mace a 3-4 page letter without really realizing it.. lol. plus my friends ditched me.. so i dont have nething to do tonite. o well. i guess i will sit at home and either clean my room some more or watch a shit load of tv. *shrugs ( Read more... )

ahhhh for once im home alone.. no lil bros.. mom or bob around... me time!!! eh is only cuz im home sick. ive been home sick 2 days so far this week. *sighs* it sucks.. but onto different/more important matters in life ( Read more... )

nothing new....... skool blows.. grades r good... history teachers a prick... ya thats bout it.. except i dyed my hair black.... http://photobucket.com/albums/v484/smoochypoo/ is where my pics r fun fun

Happy boring 17th b-day to me... blah.. i miss being 6

well were on flood alert.. see ( Read more... )

well.. scarlette is in town. i met her. shes really kool. they were here yesterday and the day b-4. bob also got custody of the boys and a restraining order against their mom. so she cant call or nething. they have been here since friday. they will b goin to skool over here on this side of town. ya.. i went to c dodgeball today and i ran into jared ( Read more... )

*grins* rite now i love life. whooooo hoooo!!! lol.. tomorrow i get to hang out with jack, james and misty. sweetness! im stayin the nite w/misty n' such. lol.. ya today misty, james and me were bein weird on cam. but ya.. *goes bak to linkin park* i cant wait til tomorrow.. FREEDOM FROM MY HOUSE